Tuesday, October 7, 2008

and really, you just injured my pride

Shelly says there always is a reason
and Chris said you're probably surrounded by girls
and I'm just not one of them you're needing.

Thing's I'm trying to accomplish as of recent :
- Break-in these new shoes I bought yesterday afternoon.
- Moisturize
- More bonfires
- Upp my caramel apple cider consumption
- Contemplate possible Halloween costumes
- Slowly ween myself off my crackberry addiction
- Not say "fucking" 8,000 times per day
- Think about what I say before I speak..
- Not speed
- Forgive
- Frightland!


A few nights ago I was listening to an old mix and the song "Combat Baby" by Metric came on. It reminded me of being a Junior in High School and my ~boyfriend~ at the time and I had science class together. We sat at the same lab table during different periods of the day and would write each other little notes atop our public school lab table. Unfortunately our very serious two week relationship did not work out, I realized he was as exciting as a sack of potatoes, smoked too much weed, had an irrational obsession with DMB/ making hemp bracelet's and had an asshole friend who told me quote : "I was the ugliest girl he'd ever seen." Anyway, during our epic relationship I made this dude a mix and put Combat Baby on it.. a few days after I kicked DMB'S NUMBER 1 FAN to the curb I sat down at my science table and saw the lyrics how I miss your ranting... I quickly scribbled back do you miss my all time lows? Metric fans will automatically understand that these are the last lyrics to the song. The next day he wrote back yeah I really do those are not lyrics and I never wrote back, spoke to him or ever acknowledged our falsehood relationship ever again. For some reason that creepy little scenario plays out in my head and reminds me of how some people who seem so insignificant at the time, can't help but melted into memories that you never forget about even if you look back and say "What the fuck?"

I'll never miss being a teenager.

"Fall into your new routine"
1. I wanna rock with you - M.J
2. Live it out - Emily Haines (acoustic version)
3. Keely Aime - The Good Life
4. Untidy towns - The Lucksmiths
5. Time to pretend - MGMT
6. Chromakey Dreamcoat - Boards of Canada
7. Triangle - Dredg
8. She's the one - Caribou
9. Wall Poster Star - The Bruenttes
10. Hey boy - The Blow
11. Come on in - Darc Mind
12. Tiger Mountain Peasant Song - Fleet Foxes
13. Off The Hook - CSS
14. Cold, Dark, Silence - Sea Wolf
15. With or without you - Jawbreaker
16. Brand New Key - Melanie
17. She's a Theif - Owen
18. Savory - Jawbox
19. Hours - World Collapse
20. Heroine - Blonde Redhead

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